Recently, I've been running into a brick wall with EverQuest. The game has lost a bit of it's lustre to me, and it's made me unhappy. I haven't given up on the game, however, as there are a number of places I would like to see before I stop playing altogether. Basically, I want to speed up getting to my vision of the "endgame", whatever that may be. However, I still feel strongly about the Walkers being my home.
Unfortunately, it doesn't appear I will be able to do both. This is where things become very difficult. I've been immersed for 2 1/2 years with Walkers (well, besides that 6 week stint when I had to fix some things in my life). I've hosted the message board for you all as a gesture of my commitment to the guild. I've stayed up for days at a time trying to fix the server that hosts the board because I care that deeply for all of you. I've held the spell mules and the item mule as a gesture of my friendship to the guild. But, some of this is going to have to change.
I have decided to deguild Tyranimus, and apply to a raiding guild. I had considered changing my mains before making this move, but upon reflection, and discussion with Bonlainy, that seemed to cause more problems than solutions. The last thing I want to do is to cause drama with the guild (as I hope would be evidenced by the things I've often tried to do for all of you). So, I am removing all of my characters from the guild, except Gonnasell at the request of others, which is still the item mule for the guild.
I forsee six weeks from now I will reapply with my alts, as I do care deeply for all of you, and consider many of you to be very good friends that I would do just about everything in my power that I could for you.
Another way to soften the blow is to consider that you don't have to deal with my psychodrama insanity bullshit for a while.

Perhaps this is a big mistake, maybe I'm not thinking clearly, but I have to try this. I can't and won't forget you, and I hope you don't forget me. I'll still be around, and available for groups or raids or whatever when I have the time. I'm only a tell or an e-mail away... and before you get worried or concerned, no, this will not affect the message board in any way. It'll still be here for all of you.
Peace, love, and fuzzy bunnies, all of you.